So the past 5 days I’ve been having some very interesting dreams, and a couple of them involved a struggle between me and some external force, the last one happened not this morning but the morning before. The first one ended with a voice waking me up saying; “Now wake up and realize it me who is attacking you.” The second one it seemed like I could sense a presence other then my own within it. So during the day yesterday I spoke with Raphael and asked him to assist me in any upcoming dreams by helping me realize while I was within the dream that i was dreaming. He agreed.(I heard a voice that said; “I will.”)
Also right before falling asleep last night I contacted Haniel and meditated with her presence focusing on awakening my clairvoyant abilities for a couple of hours.
Well when I woke up this morning I fell right back into the same dream as soon as I went back to sleep, so I realized instantly that I could lucid dream.
So right away I decided to start doing anything that I pleased, I ended up meeting with a couple of friends that I had seen about 2 weeks ago. And we came across some yellow crystal that was pointing us the direction to a certain place of importance. Half the time it seemed like I was in control of the dream, and the other half it seemed like something else was tampering with it.
By the end of the dream there was some random person yelling right next to me; “INTRUDER ALERT INTRUDER ALERT” like a robotic siren. I tried slicing the person in half out of annoyance, but they just continued yelling that. At this point I finally woke up. For some reason this time I sensed this time that the force within my dream didn’t feel at all as if it was human.
So now I’m very curious am I being psychically attacked?
2.) Are these dreams occurring on the astral plane?
3.) Do I have to be careful what I do in them? Because I feel as if they do have significance and an effect on me.
4.) Aren’t you suppose to have FULL control when in a lucid dream, not it be a struggle?
5.) When I woke up again, I felt some sort of invisible grip around my body, and I literally was able to pull it off with my hands and felt it dissipating away from me. This is the 3rd time I’ve felt an energy grip around my body when I have woken up from a dream which has only happened ever since I started meditating and energy cleansing. Might I have some sort of parasite ‘latched’ onto me?
6.) Any suggestions as to what I should do, or insights as to what is going on? I have only been meditating now for a little over 3 months but I have already evoked Raphael about 3 days ago. And yesterday I evoked Haniel after speaking with Raphael, because my intent was to face whatever it was attacking me or invading my dreams from the days before and now this morning is what I have ended up with.
It’s all very surprising and now I’m thinking that both angels helped me this morning to show me they would be spiritual allies to me. And so that I would truly realize all this is very real and important to pay attention to. But as I said I’m very new to this so I’m now debating if I should just banish this annoying presence because, I’m more worried that it might not be just attacking, but possibly LEECHING off of me. >.<
Questions, concerns, comments, insight anybody?
Would be highly appreciated!