Earlier today I was practicing reaching TGS - which I think I might be reaching - but fell asleep. I had been asking Lucifer for help prior and as I started. Before I fell asleep, in my mind there was darkness but there was a door. I could only tell that there was a door because of a bright white light shining through from the other side - through the cracks of the frame.
I ended up in a very lucid dream and there was a strong presence of entities around me - voices - shadows and at one point my own reflection and awareness showed me as possessed - I could see it in my eyes. I wasnāt scared and felt I was being worked with. I was actually very much intrigued by what I was seeing and experiencing.
What I did find odd was a strong sense of confusion. Like a hazy feeling that kept coming over me. A voice was trying to tell me that someone was there. It took about three times of this voice saying āWeāre sorry, but John is hereā before I snapped out of this fog and took notice. I asked āWho?ā in confusion, but then looked to my right and there he was - John - a guy I know from work.
He was leaving though as soon as my attention was called to him. It looked just like him from the view I had - side view and back as he was walking away. Not sure Iāve ever had a dream where someone looked like they actually did, if so itās rare. Iāve never seen myself in a dream before either (not that I remember at least) but looked in a mirror twice in this dream- it was me. Apart from a small facial distortion both times.
His presence seemed really off to me in this dream and once awake, I was wondering why would I dream of him? We barely know each other.
I did shield myself before starting any of this today. Itās really made me wonder about this guy though. I donāt know him well, but my opinion of him has been thatās he seems eccentric, polite and intelligent. He is someone I have thought in the past āheās really quiet. I bet heās really interestingā. However, heās not someone I have given much thought about. Heās definitely not been on my mindā¦well now he is but he wasnāt before today!
I might be overthinking this part of my dream, but at the same time it kind of feels important. I have had a strong sense of being watched in my waking life lately. Does it sound like a dream invasion or does it just sound like random dream stuff?
Thanks in advance