Recently, I have been meditating upon Lucifer’s sigil in an attempt to bring about certain changes in my life (as well as magickal ascent).
While gazing at the sigil, I definitely get a strong sense of energy and heavier TGS than any other sigil I have worked with before. Now that the sigil is charged, I feel a shift in my consciousness and vision almost as soon as I begin to gaze at it.
I always work with the sigil last thing at night, and the energy seems to linger on after finishing. The problem is the next day I feel totally wiped out. Just a complete lack of energy, and general ‘flu-like’ physical symptoms (muzzy head etc.).
Does anyone else experience these type of symptoms after working with Lucifer, or other spirits? Can someone explain what is going on, and if there are any useful remedies/antidote’s?