I Find successful stories to help with faith in magic as well, however there are those times, dark times where even surrounding myself with that energy isn’t enough. In these rare cases you must do the opposite but remain true to this specific working and see it out to the end to find peace
It goes like this.
In these blue moon happenings I take ea koettings power of f*** it ritual out of my little tool box and ride it home.
" F*** it all" I tell myself,
I start with what craves for me to say is fake such as magic and affirm, “f*** this magick sh** it’s all fake” then keep going.
I next move to other things that are craving me to affirm their legitimacy and do the same. "F*** my self esteem, f*** my accomplishments, F*** my pride and my spiritual beliefs and everything that I hold true to my identity" .... IT'S ALL FAKE. T
Now this is the important part …
Don’t stop there… tell yourself This reality, my life the lives around me. Am I simply the universe having a human experience or a movie being watched and created by the Loki’s timekeepers show. It’s all fake
(Keep riding it home)
It's probably all a matrix, all fake. My dreams are fake reality so why should I look at this any different.
Hell probably not just magick, but this life is probably fake to.
These people are fake, these houses and emotions are fake, this human experience is so fake I tell myself. Your only aware a dream is fake after you wake up so this is fake and I just haven’t woke up yet.
These emotions are fake, these feelings are fake, this whole world is fake.
Reality isn’t real
Time and space isn’t real
This universe isn’t real
I’m probably the only conscious person and everyone else is an NPC
(I tell myself)
So see magick is no more real then the world around you.
But if that’s the case
And you ride the fakeness home. It doesn’t matter
you can find peace knowing it’s NO MORE FAKE THEN THE WORLD AROUND YOU. And then when you are forced to acknowledge the world around you and open your senses up to it again, then you can acknowledge and open your senses up to magick again with a similar Level of authenticity.
Well if I acknowledge this world then mabye there’s a chance that it’s real
(Well if I acknowledge this magick then mabye it’s real)
And then everything I once had and cherished in magick comes back to me
Everything only exists because you acknowledge it’s existence. Therefore this ritual acts sort of like a hard reset, riding it home and then back again so you have your magick back in your pocket