I need to be restored, i want to let go of vengance, and start living a good life.
Please, i need to be restored.
In general, i wanna be less selfish, and put the people i love, first.
In mundane, i wanna do art, animation,maybe some game dev to entertain people and make them happy.
I want to have a family that i will exhaust myself for.
in spiritual matters: i wanna be with my goddeses who i love, and i wanna help other broken people, to echo the redemption i received at the 13th of december 2019
…i wanna keep echoing the mercy, the restoration that i will receive
And i wanna create entities and realms.
Maybe you also consider working with Vajrasattva and Green Tara (they can give peace of mind, heart, soul and mind, focus on knowing yourself)? I know Astaroth (but didn’t work with Astarte).
Uh, I don’t think I can answer that lol. That’s something that requires a tarot reading and more or so you taking the initiative to reach out to her. I only know Tiamat through my time prior to reincarnation and Amaterasu due to her connection to Inari.
Start doing it then, look for opportunities, smile at people (even if you’re wearing a mask, people see it in your eyes), find some voluntary work like litterpicking that’s outdoors and healthy.
If you are, then applying to a deity of your choice will get the intended result.
However, I wouldn’t ask for too many things at once, if a deity does visit you, it is usually best to just ask for one thing, your heart’s true desire at that point in time. We are always preoccupied with one particular thing in each stage of life and that is what you should focus your energies and attention on.
I work with Inanna and some of the other Anunnaki. Since Inanna is Queen of Heaven and Goddess of Love, she may listen to your petition. I would recommend that you apply to her with a simple and heartfelt request, she may very well give you what you desire the most.
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