Looking for my plan B

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8zKzoqnvyA
i facebooked her and she said she no longer teaches the left hand path, which is cool, but i just want info…i understand that a pact like thus shouldn’t be taken lightly (but even though i feel some power is ‘helping me out’, , i want this ace up my sleeve to ‘rush this power’…just to be able be able to think, ‘i can always do this…’)…
even though my situation is complicated i do feel it’ll all go away but i have learned to always have a plan b (just in case)