That sounds rough. I’m sorry you had to deal with that for years. It’s bullshit, before i truly felt some unaware people went scott free in life. They went without facing any consequences, and even if they did, they never learned.
But usually in the past, i noticed… the power of prayer… now, with spells, our will and help from entities can manifest and change others. It can create some harm to the those people. They might even learn.
There are a few things I’m trying.
- Sigils and working with Angels and demons to aid me
I read and practiced the rituals for Angels and demons by Henry Archer He has a great layout on what angels and demons can aid with what. He uses them in unison when invoking then. I get evoking and invoking a little confused, but this work kind of holds demons with attending angels. I’ve come to learn that it’s probably disrespectful to do that, but it was helpful when i was scared and didn’t have trust with “darker” entities.
Looking now, here is one for cutting off relationships
- Umabel and Zagan To attract the friendship of somebody you admire. To end a relationship peacefully. To engage in a relationship without the fears that may have damaged your previous relationships. To make employees more likely to make good decisions that benefit you. To make a stubborn or insensitive person see that they have harmed or hurt you, and feel agonizing remorse. To find creative ways to clear debts.
Zagan is the demon, umabel the angel, there are sigils in the book for them including the 3 attending angels… He includes the spell that you will perform also.
It was my gateway to start working with demons. To preface, the demons and angels listed are not always popular and some might have different names and spelling. I tried googling up some, and it was hard. With magickal books, some content is a mix of intuition and memory. Some are english translations of occult work like kabbalah or hermetics. I don’t think any one of them is worse or better because it’s all hidden knowledge from humans. I don’t think there is only one door or path for multidimensional beings.
Simply, choose a demon or angel and find their sigil. I write it in permanent red marker on parchment/sketch paper. Some people utilize blood and body fluids to charge it.
After prepping for meditation and actually practicing meditation,
I light a candle, i look at their sigil and say their enn. I call until I’m in a trance and will and ask for help.
I’ve been working with Astaroth/Astarte.
If i was you, i would repeat a phrase such as, “The will and thoughts of my father depart into oblivion, my will is the sole creater and full of power”.
You can say whatever that means something to you that enforces your power.
He’s had years of life imposing his will on others, so you need to be have full faith in whatever ritual done.
- I also do a mix of chaos magic, the law of attraction (loa) and new avatar power ( new avatar power). There are a lot of posts from regular, OG members who elaborate on here.
Here is my version
I get into a meditative state. Basically do breathing exercises ( breathe 7 sec, exhale 14 sec, alternative nostril breathing, etc)… Then relax my body and do the so hum mantra as i clear my mind.
From there I visual my target alone in a room or space.
I see an ex friend in a volcano pit, there is magma surrounding her
I call my target three or four times screaming in my head their name
Ashley, ashley, ashley
From there, this takes a bit of creativity, i hear the target say things that i want to change in their life, my life with them, or their actions. They have to be upset and emotional screaming or pleading it. Sometimes i picture lava claim their limbs or mouth, maybe it’s their heart that needs to change.
- Target says, “im so sorry I ruined peoples lives, i abuse and use people for gain, i will be tormented and broken until i change. The loved ones around me hate because I am so judgmental, but i can’t be anymore. I am not perfect. Please i need to change”.*
Then i have to visualize me in my body answering back saying things that acknowledge the change.
You don’t have to be so cruel, you are weak and unless you change, you still be tormented. Accept love and the good or you will die miserable.
I end it. For me I visualize an element, like white fire, water or light of any color consume their body.
From there I see the person consumed by magma
During week or day, if the thought of them appears or i feel any emotion to them. I quickly visual the element that consumes their body. From my research, this alters their astral bodies and subconscious to create change in our world. It helps me tremendously also. I get to see a that said being or person destroyed instead of focusing on my own pain.
This can be exhausting to practice, so make sure you take breaks. It uses your energy.
There is candle magic. It’s a bit of work for me and i hear you can’t utilize space since your dad gets in the way. But it is effective, just gets annoying with supplies. I would do domination spells if i were you. You don’t need to connect with any being. Some do to help empower a spell. It’s more about using elements, power from the earth, sun, water, whatever herbs, ingredient. The candle and flame is your letter to their universe.
The last thing I recently started connecting with are dark Catholic figures. I had been a practicing catholic into my later teens, so it was kind of easy to get into the rhythm of prayer.
Look into anima sola and santa muerte.
I practiced revenge love spells with those to female figures and the intranquila spirit.
There are chaplets and novenas and even a rosary for Santa muerte. I hate the tyranny of the God that they are under, but suffering is a huge theme in Catholicism. I call on the framework (prayers, practices, saints, mary) of the monotheistic God when i need help in that.
These three beings are tortured souls or help torture for you. I usually just say the chaplet and novena.