I really hate all the discussion about her
Its kind of sad listening to people bicker constantly, saying “if she doesnt like you youre probably a bad person” and then the people who just hate her for no reason
I see 0 good sides on this, mainly because although alot of people do deserve her wrath in many occasions, ive suffered it for very very stupid reasons, so when her followers (essentially catholics… for female deities) continue to say that she is the panultimate emanation of the divine feminine in demonolatry and that her word is final across all boards it doesn’t add up. Of course her justice is well deserved in many many cases. But what if it isnt?
What if on one side, my partner’s matron is a very empowering and worthy spirit, who enlightens her black moon through her alchemy and fantastical magick, when on the other my relationship rigged by a monstrous spirit who sometimes gives my partner PANIC ATTACKS and lies to her, saying that I’m cheating on her, planting these delusions into her mind for what? I dont work well with Lilith because of this, I highly respect her nonetheless.
I just want my girlfriend to be safe, and for our relationship to be safe. This does not mean cutting ties with her as I respect her and my partner does love her. She just, doesn’t like me, because i dont suit her? I guess? But its kind of affecting me?
If I hear any bullshit about “”Its because youre a man”” I am going to ignore you. I sincerely doubt lilith is that stupid.
I know I have not wronged her, it doesnt really make sense. No offence to her but she can be really really problematic and if my gf reads this she’ll probably fit at me but it is what it is.
PS: Im not trying any ensnarement triangle stuff, astarte once told me that lilith hates being put in those and that its hurtful, wrong etc etc etc, i once toyed with this idea alongside astarte (she was angry at her for a bit too, wanted to “get back” at her or teach her a lesson or something i dont know…) but since then i burnt the page because i didnt want to go through with it. I know any “attacks” on lilith do not ever end well, letting alone that, i am a nice guy and wouldnt want to do that out of sheer respect for her.