i had a relationship with lilith for months and i decided to forget her and try with naamah, i did things to lilith that my not liked to her i cummed on her image this was probably the worst and didnt treat her with respect, whenever i invocated her i got like 20% chances for something weird to happen, our relationship went weak; so i invocated naamah and there is a portal in my room near a statue of lilith, and there i heard a relaxed voice saying AAHHH! of a woman (probably naamah) in just about 2 minutes of invocating her, well i get excited but didnt continue because that feeling, and later i had a nightmare, i forgot totaly about lilith in these 2 days, and in the dream i was being possesed and there was a female demonic voice screaming NOOO! to me with anger she told me like 3 times NOOO!, i ran from my room and i waked up in my dream , i was asking for help, and i finally waked up and everything was fine…
ok
i thougth it was naamah, there were angry breathings after naamah gave me her private sigil, i thought naamah would think i could make her sigil public, after meditating a bit i came to the conclussion that lilith was the one screaming NOO!, and was raging.
One of the last invocations that i did to liilth with success she kissed me my lips -awesome feel btw-, i originaly thougth that was a male gay spirit touching me and was the one that kissed me -impostors- but after thinking who could be, i lost the contact with lilith- she probably had no interest on me.
So moments ago this day 7-8 pm i asked to lilith to forgive me on my lack of respect to her and to continue our relationship, and to forget about naamah, -naamah went extremly interested with me, she gave me the sigil and i heard her voice- and i falled asleep and when i waked up i saw in my feets a fucking monster! i tried to give her a kick but dissapeared, with spooky breating, ugly face and yellow hair, his eyes were white, extremely ugly, but however , naamah send me a sigil recently i modified and old sigil that i found for a demon and modified that one to fit what naamah gave me, i looked for info about naamah and i found the same fucking sigil, the question is: who is raging with me naamah for trying with lilith again or lilith that i decided to forget her?
i have fear of closing my eyes. LOL
My opinion on Qabalah or Qlippoth is a self awareness and self improvement process with alchemical subprocesses.
It is possible you didn’t express to the powers that be that you wanted to progress your self experience and alchemy, without destruction of the relationship. It is then possible that with Lilith as the first initiator, alchemy teacher and alchemical stage. Its possible she didn’t understand that you still want that relationship from her and that she didn’t express in a more eloquent way that you aren’t quite ready to zip through the Qlippoth.
when i invocated lilith was to take revenge, she helped me, but i went to invocate her from revenge to invocate her just for fun, i didnt want to go through the qlippoth, and also i did fun of her voice, i was like haha she tried to scare me but that was pathetic!.
but anyway do you thinkg its safe to forget everything or what i do?
I don’t know man. What do you want as an eventual outcome with Lilith, Naamah, or whomever?
im not sure who was the monster… i think was lilith because after hearing naamah voice hours later, i was about to sleep and in front of me i hearded an angry breathing, i thought was my imagination, but decided to forget about that, but anyway i still want to get something from “whoever that will get angry if let her behind”… to not get my self in problems
Well, those two are sisters or mother-daughter. Rivalry and protective, it seems.
Well, I would find Lilith and have a talk.
thanks
I think it might be possible of what you saw was a partial part of Lilith’s serpent form which at times is considered one of her most feared parts.
if you readed the post, forget everything of what i said…
Try working with them together instead of choosing one over the other. They both have much to teach.
is there a sigil for naamah anywhere?
yeah look up the temple of ascending flame and download their pdf the four angels of prostituion.
I will, I don’t trust their sigils,tbh.
if you readed the post, forget everything of what i said…
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naamah
[/quote] sorry it was “private” we had a deal and that sigil is not common, i would told you but i cant, i found it on the first page that i clicked to find naamah info btw
There are also sigils and mantras in Karlssons Qabalah Qlippoth and Goetic Magic book.
What if i told you I am lilith soul provider. What would y’all say to that?
You sure it wasn’t just heavy, primal, lustful sexual breathing?