So I thought when I got out of jail life might go somewhat back to normal…I was dead wrong.
When I got home I found my house had been broken into again for the second time in a month.
This time they had the 6 days I was locked up to go through my house.
My wallet with $300,ID,SS card,birth certificate and my daughters info cards was gone.My laptop,PS4,prescribed medications,even the change I had on the altar dedicated to my father was fucking gone.
Without my meds I’ve been going through some serious withdrawal symptoms to the point where I can’t relax enough to sleep let alone do any majickal work.
I don’t know if I still have a job because the administrator at my work doesn’t want me to come back but my boss and the owner not to mention my co-workers all want me back.
It took my whole paycheck to bail me out so I don’t even have money to put food in the house right now.
I don’t know what I did or what happened for me to deserve this.
The thing I got arrested for is on its way to being dismissed and I can honestly say I DID NOT do what I was accused of.
I’m not comfortable talking about the charges because it’s embarrassing and I along with everyone I know knows I wouldn’t do this.
I know I’m kind of ranting but I’m feeling completely lost and I’m afraid of losing anything I have left such asmy apapartment.
I don’t know if this is the result of a ritual I’ve done or what.
I asked for quite a few changes on May 10th but I don’t know what to think of this.This is all too much for me to handle and I feel like I’m having a nervous breakdown.
Has anyone ever had to go through a total crisis while undergoing change? I honestly don’t even know if that’s what is going on but all this shit happening I don’t know what to think and as I said earlier I’m too sick to do any work to find out.My body just won’t relax.
I don’t know… I just needed to get this off my chest.
Any advice here would be much appreciated.Thanks.