[quote=“Mavors, post:2, topic:3992”]rubens, hello! No worries, it just slowed you down a bit your magickal progress. You can keep on working on it and will make progress. You know, the idea is when you work on a project is better the lesser people who know of it. Why? Because that way nobody will try to influence on it be it helping or screwing it.
So, you just have to stop talking about it to people, and start practicing. If people asks you, you just say: “oh, I gave that up long time ago, it’s nonsense you know” Why saying that? Because you want them to stop thinking about the subject, people will believe whatever you tell them. They will forget of this, and you’ll be able to achieve some progress. They will forget about your magickal project, so they won’t influence on it.
Never talk with anyone of these subjects, unless on forums like this one or with magicians you know personally, this is a very personal subject, it’s as personal as your credit card number, and even more. If people knows about it, it can be troublesome.
Cheer up and good luck, everyone makes some mistake, so don’t get depressed by this, just follow my advice and everything will go ok related to this[/quote]
Yeah Mavors, you’re right. I should really stop talking about this subject with other people who have no experience. Thanks, buddie!
[quote=“Black Flame, post:3, topic:3992”]Why you couldn’t mention to your parents about this? i have told my mother some stuff and she seems to believe it/consider that some of it might be true.
Thought i have always acted weird and appeared to be worshiper of something… So nothing new, also i don’t live with my parents - i live by myself… I probably wouldn’t tell my father about this.
Also if i have my mother visiting, and i have ritual offerings on my altar and she wonders why there is full bottle of beer - i have to correct the person that it is not just left bottle of beer, but to tell them for who it is
What i think is happening here is that you are taking too much pressure, now that everyone gains interest in you as a wizard and want to learn about it, and want you to divinate for them… It makes so much pressure in your mind that you have to show all your new abilities to so many friends… That you cannot perform, but just manage to get yourself relaxed and you probably can.[/quote]
About that Black Flame. Nobody actually told me to do divination and magickal stuff to them. The only thing that happened was that a friend asked me if I could teach him how to meditate. But you’re also right. Maybe I’m taking too much pressure and need to relax. Thank you too buddie.