13/5/21
A few more adventures today. Had trouble falling asleep during the night, so wound up sleeping a bit late in the day and didn’t get started with my praxis until the afternoon.
Started off with the gratitude experiment upon awakening.
About an hour or so later, I chanted the spiritual perfection mantra for thirty minutes.
After my first meal of the day, i performed the sigil ritual from Angels of Omnipotence. It’s been two weeks now working with Uiazel to release guilt so I think it may be time to move on.
I wound up falling asleep fairly early while watching a television show on my computer, after a heavy supper of pancakes, so I didn’t get the chance to begin the next ritual from Success Magick.
Instead, I had a funky dream…
I was in a hunting cabin with a friend. I never saw this friend, I just knew he was there, and we were talking about going out hunting. On the wall, above a small fireplace, was an old flintlock rifle.
Then the dream switched to hunting in the forest, where we were set upon by aggressive, jellyfish like things, with tentacles. Strangely, we were hunting without weapons, so we had no way to defend ourselves, and my friend was dragged away into the darkness of the forest, never to be seen again.
The final scene was of me, sitting on a chair in the cabin. The door and single window had been barricaded with whatever was available, and I held a large knife in my hand. I could hear the jellyfish things swarming the cabin, and trying to get down the chimney, but I had a fire burning in the fireplace. The rifle on the wall had changed from an old flintlock to a modern day rifle.
That’s when I awoke to find two hours had passed and the light in my room was still on, so i stumbled out of bed to turn it off. I then crawled back under the covers and tried to get back to sleep, but after tossing and turning for a while, I decided I should catch up on this journal.