Khat's Journey


#1

I have been practicing my meditation for a while now, working on opening all of my chakras, especially my third eye. Tonight I switched it up and instead of opening each chakra, I envisioned opening Lucifer’s sigil at each chakra. @C.Kendall described this mediation in one of his posts, and I am so grateful that I happened upon it. I have never felt more exhilarated after meditating. It’s not nervous energy, but energy. Right now it’s hard for me to describe. I FELT his presence. After pulling myself out of that state, which was difficult to do because it was just so euphoric, it was like my ears were ringing. They usually only ring like that after a powerful orgasm. I believe I’ll be practicing this meditation for a while to help strengthen the connection!


#2

I’m glad you found it useful my dear.


#3

I can sense great potential in you


#4

Keep pursuing your ascenion


#5

This could be 100% unrelated but for those of you who don’t know, I sleep WAY too much. Like if I don’t have an alarm set to wake me up, I’ll sleep 10-13hrs like it’s nothing. And then still be cranky and want to sleep the rest of the day away. Today I woke up on my own, energized and motivated. I was asleep roughly 7.5-8hrs. I just knew I had to get up and had this calling to meditate before work, where as my normal routine is once I get home because everything is more quiet then.


#6

Good job…and a right proper start to entering this realm. Just remember to take rests from time to time so you dont burn out. :heart::heart::heart:


#7

So as listed in another post tonight, today is my birthday and a New Moon. I am overly excited to have something like this fall on my birthday, obviously. So today was fine, I took a trip with the hubby to Asheville, NC and looked around at some shops/what not. I tried to come home and lay down and I suddenly became overwhelmed with nervous anxiety and energy. Like I’m 5 years old and tomorrow is Christmas energy.

I knew something good was coming to me. For about 2 hours I couldn’t get myself to sit down and meditate, even though something was urging me to.

So I finally got settled and meditated using the Lucifer meditation mentioned above, and this time I saw him. He presented himself as a dark figure with a black cloak and a gold masquerade mask. Like the ones that cover from the nose up. This image kept morphing in to a black billy goat and then back again. I was filled with such warm and calmness in his presence. This was the first time I’ve been able to see him. I think my 3rd eye is finally starting to open.


#8

So today I added a white pillar candle to my altar and lit it along with another smaller candle and incense stick while I was journaling earlier. I try to offer at least incense while a few times a week. The pillar candle would not properly stay lit so I have up and let it stay extinguished. After the incense was done, I blew out the remaining candle and went about my business, even left the house with my husband for 3 hours. We just got back and that pillar candle was lit! The spiritual part of me knows that Lucifer is trying to say something to me, but the rational “overprotective mom friend” part of me is tripping out because there was a lit candle unattended in my house for who knows how long. Literally the only things here we’re my two chihuahuas and a cat.


#9

I’m starting a 30 day journaling challenge to help get to know myself better. I can’t expect to learn anything if I don’t even know myself. I’ve got a lot to do and a long path ahead of me, but I’m going to get there.


#10

My Hermetic Tarot deck got here today :heart:


#11

I’m in love with the artwork. :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: