Hi all. I’ve been lurking this forum for a while now just reading and decided to finally sign up. I’ve always been interested in the occult, I was the weird kid in kindergarten drawing bats and monsters while the other girls drew ballerinas and horses lol. I was raised Catholic but always wanted more control over my life and praying just felt like impotent begging. I’ve been practicing various forms of magic(k? I never know how I should spell it or if it really matters) for about 24 years now, ever since I was 14, and I feel like a jack of all trades but master of none. I started with the usual Wicca & Paganism but it never felt quite right. The love & light, law of three thing felt too restrictive. I got into Satanism(LaVeyan) in my teens but being young and anxious, I got spooked for my immortal soul and abandoned it. I discovered Goetia and Luciferianism a while back and it clicked big time, in fact I discovered this forum by searching for info on Dantalion.
Anyway I’m rambling, just wanted to say hello. Hoping to learn a lot here