Just want to make an apology if I have ever wronged anyone on here. I don’t think I have, and that’s the problem. It’s a big problem that I think I never once angered anyone. It’s too selfish of me to think that way, so that’s why I’m apologizing.
I’ve noticed how everyone is still unsure of me. I thought it was just maybe me being a major outcast or something, but it’s because maybe I’ve angered others without thinking. That’s why I’m here today and saying this.
I do truly apologize for how selfish and ignorant I have been. I won’t even say “may have been,” because I know by the way things are, I have done people wrong on here… I’m sorry… I’m just too selfish, ignorant, and stupid, but I am trying to change my ways… I might as well apologize and try to change…
Maybe that entity is showing you the thoughtforms you need to uncross or banish from you or improve on. Funny how you mention this bc I was confronted about some past issues surfacing from my favorite spirits that I didn’t resolve yet so I will be conducting plantetary rituals over the next several days to neutralize, resolve and banish these issues. Also, remember that you may be going through power shifts through spiritual growth,which can temporarily uproot and jumble your energies sometimes. Maybe you should try to meditate on it or perform rituals to banish negativity you might feel better?
Thanks everyone… I’ll try doing some banishing and what not… It makes sense, though, if an entity is trying to help. I have a lot of buried anxieties and past traumas. When even one gets brought up, I panick.
I’m being told that at least whoever is doing this is being somewhat gentle. I’m told I should consider myself lucky, because it’s a rare thing for them to be gentle like this, so I dunno… Makes me a little more nervous to hear that, to be completely honest.
Say what? I’ve never seen you troll or post anything mean… you’re always kind and ready to give helpful advice.
As far as shadow work, there’s a difference between confronting repressed aspects of the self that need to be brought into the light for self growth, and pointlessly making you feel bad. Is this an entity that you trust?
If you feel it’s positive and helping you grow stronger by getting rid of your fears and dealing with your past hurts then that’s fine. Roll with it and get through it. If you feel like it’s just a tormentor who is trying to get you all phobic and depressed then kick his ass out the door. Only you can judge the situation.