I never really got into Journals, had a dream book that lasted maybe about five days but that was on paper. However, currently I have two paper books where I keep either my magical drawing or the servitors I have created over the months.
Anyways back to business, I wanted to create this to be more in touch with this community because you guys are pretty awesome. Hopefully I can give you daily updates but I am not promising anything.
I been communicating with the 60th spirit from the Lesser Key of Solomon to help teach me how to get better at algebra. She has changed my life for the better, I had a dark moment a couple weeks ago where I felt lost, not loved,and lonely. However I heard two songs during that morning that told me she was there for me. I learned it’s true I might not have real friends or I don’t have a gf but I can always find real ones. Back to the learning math part, I have been getting better I actually recently taken a online math test that I should pass. If not then I’ll work even harder. I can update on the next log.
I only have one active which was created/assigned to give the professor the idea that it’s a bad idea to give us a online math test. It didn’t work out exactly as planned, on the contrary the math test that was originally given to me was going to have a browser-lock. If you are not aware that is spyware, I expressed my concerned and he removed it for me without question. So I had free range to cheat if need. Anyways the servitor made the test really easy for me so I can’t really complain. It is still active until I receive my test results.
For about almost four years, I have been trying to manifest a tulpa. My reason being I would love to have a mind companion by my side to help me get through things. I talk to her every day even if it is 5 minutes. Since the quarantine we have been going on more walks together talking and it’s really peaceful. She has guided me through tough situations whether if I was high or wasted. I truly can’t thank her enough for helping me. I feel in the near future she will become vocal because I have started to listen to a subliminal and today I swear I heard something from her today. More updates to come…
As for now this all I want to share, I’ll probably get into lucid dreaming again since I might have discovered my dream sign even if it is overly bizarre. I really don’t want XXXTentacion to be my dream sign haha.
Let the shadows hide your pain,