Just going to be a journal full of thoughts, experiences, dreams, and other things! Any entities that i work with in the future will be added here instead of different threads.
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So last night I had a really random dream. I donāt think it meant anything, it was just āone of thoseā.
I was back in my old high school, but I worked there instead of being a student. There were no teenagers in the school, all sorts of entities and demons were there. From lesser, to dukes and duchessā, princes and kings. So me and the other workers basically worked for them in a way. We would report back to them, so I can only guess that we (the staff) were assisting with the calls from people requesting help, and to work with said entities.
I decided to walk in the building one day, dressed in a white shirt, black pinafore, black tights and shoes, and a black blazer jacket, but it was waist length. One of the members of staff said: āYou canāt wear that! Youāre working with Lucifer today! Itās way too short!ā
So I said, āOh well. Nobody will notice. Iāll just pull it down.ā I pulled the pinafore down and carried on with business.
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Which one ?
Ok ok
General idea is the same but different shades 
I found out yesterday that I lost my Nintendo DS charger 
thiught I had put it in a certain place and left it there, only to discover it has never been there. So I ordered another one.
Call me old school, but I also went and ordered a Nintendo Wii. I think myself and the family will enjoy it.
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So, Iāve been working with Lucifer lately. He wants me to reach my full potential. Iāve only evoked him a few times, but already noticed that my GAD has been disappearing each day.
Normally, I would be so anxious day in day out, over the smallest thing. Itās not as bad now, but I do still worry sometimes. But one step at a time.
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So, I think i need other peopleās opinions on this.
Can I possibly heal my brother whoās got paranoid schizophrenia? He has medication, but he drinks a lot of alcohol such as lager, cider. We think it may be thinning the medication out of his system. He drinks this all week if he can.
Would it be wise to call upon Raphael for the healing, and Belial for the addiction?
So I have an interview for an admin vacancy. Havenāt had an interview for 8 months. Funny how this arrived since Iāve been working with Lucifer. I didnāt even apply for the job. Woooo!! Canāt wait!
Try the Angel Opfaal, from Kingdoms of Flame, instead. He can free the mind from addictions and many here have had great success with him. He would probably be gentler than Belial, which could make a difference with your brotherās mental illness (Belialās forcefulness may feed into his paranoia).
His sigil is available in many places on the forum.
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Going to be watching The Grudge tonight 
soo excited!
You never told us how that first date went. I was wondering if you used our tips and got a second date or not
It didnt go ahead. We rearranged for Friday, and an hour before meeting he blocked me
Then i guess he wasnāt worth it. Donāt let it get you down. Be the amazing goddess you are and be patient. Youāll find your right one and youāll know as soon as you do!
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Yeh just gonna focus on me
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Thatās the spirit. Good luck and you go girl
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Damn, sorry to hear that.
But, at least you wonāt be wasting your time with filth.
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I know, dont need folk like that
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Sure dont! Youāll find someone to match you. 
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I got PTSD from Ju-on The grudge when that movie came out in 2003. I watched it as a 12 years old kid. Couldnāt sleep for months and only with the lights onš
I traumatized myself by watching part 2 and part 3 as well. I absolutely hate japanese horror.
Iām 26 years old now and if I watch that shit again, I wonāt sleep for weeks.
I fear asian women because of their face and long black hair.
God damn it lol, you can send me to the most haunted places on earth but the grudge is seriously another level.
It terrifies me, when iām able to astral project or lucid dream iām gonna confront my traumas and fears of the grudge in my dreams!