Journal of a DOFUS


#101

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It is not going to be easy to function-interact with no thoughts. Sure if I had followed anapanasati type waking meditation, it would have been different. Let’s see, may be I can learn and integrate the process later.


#102

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Time to start daily 3 hour hardcore session.


#103

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So everybody lies, all gods- all demons and angels, all entities form every pantheon have their own agenda. AND Nobody tells the complete truth and Half-truth is sometimes worse than outright lies. Indeed what a disgusting world. But still everybody has in their heart a sense of -PERFECT GOODNESS- COLLECTION OF ALL THE HIGHER IDEALS IN IT’s ABSOLUTE STATE, from where it cannot increase in degree ! So where does that come from?

Everything is based on lies-half truth. Always valued truth more than anything, any other ideal-concept-God ! But never realized that TRUTH WILL BE SO BITTER, SO CRUEL!!!


#104

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You cannot get high enough on POWER, even the state of no-mind, stillness- ENLIGHTMENT isn’t going to be enough. At the end of the day you DO NEED FEW DROPS OF LOVE. Listened from a siddha that each and every particle , atom in existence is constantly screaming for a bit of peace-satisfaction, a bit of love. That’s why libation of water, simplest form of ritual is still so powerful.


#105

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