Pornography certainly can be addictive and one can experience withdrawals if they haven’t planned how they will leave it entirely.
Being addicted to pornography is like being addicted to smoking, drugs, etc.
However pornography is always put in a bad light. It isn’t all bad though. You can use it to enhance your sexual and emotional relationship with you lover S. See what she likes, what you like and how you can improve your relationship, etc.
Pornography can also be used for manifestation and raising the kundalini.
You can masturbate infront of you alter to enhance the occurrence of what you want to manifest. Eg; A car, house, etc.
However, if you cannot control your addiction to pornography, then I would urge you to exercise your self control by putting yourself in situations that exercise that. E.g; Baby sitting.
Also plan how you’re going to leave it entirely.
1. See how much you watch.
2. Reduce the number day by day.
3. It will stop naturally.
If you can can’t do this. Then don’t. It is your choice and your will.
I can definitely relate to the porn addiction and junk food. I recently reformed my blood pact with Belial to break those habits and it hasn’t been easy. I have tried to break the porn habit but have been unsuccessful until now. I’ve gone about two weeks without viewing any. However; it’s cutting it out of my mind that’s the problem since I have a photographic memory when it comes to that stuff and I fight the urge every day. I now only masturbated when practicing sex magic.
I swear that whenever I read your journals. I see a kindred spirit in you. I have many of the same problems as you and your journals have shed some light on me. Thank you, brother!
Damn… it definitely hit me here, Lucius. It’s a good thing that Lilith still had the patience to advise you the best way she could, and she’s right in everything she said to you. This goddess has such a big part in my heart, she is the best friend anyone could ever dream of, but she will also get rough when you gotta learn something. And that’s ok!
We have faced the same issues, brother, although I’m not addicted to porn or whatever. But yeah, hitting the gym and stop being lazy about other stuff is what I have to do as well. Keep it up and don’t give in. The Mother of All is the greatest ever.
Woah . That’s quite an experience. Mother hekate has suggested to me a while back to connect with lilith but I’ve never really thought too much on it . I think I will try to contact her . & see what she has to say about me . Thanks for posting your convo . I’m glad I read this . Thanks
I have been recommended to work with lilith, although the response sounds like she is wishy/washy about it and want to go straight ahead and make it a transactional relationship since blood offering and pact was brought up immediately. Funny I immediately thought of roses as intial gift for making contact, you tell tell me she has a rose garden. Interesting
