Jimy's Journal: A Succubus journey (discussion thread)

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That I lasted so long and have the patience for much longer is because of all we went through and I’ve learned from her. I’ll surely go into more detail about this in my future journals, I don’t want to share too much too fast now, as my native language isn’t english and when I do like this, things are badly written and because of it, badly understood sometimes. Instead I’ll do it and explain it properly. Trust me, it requires more patience from my side to not go all-sharing-nonstop-mode now, than from yours waiting to get the details :wink: :smiley:

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I look forward to your findings, if you were to give us more of a back story like how long you were together and the events leading up to her occurance in your life would be nice but no pressure. Definitely use your intuition about how much to share it’s seems for me like my wife doesn’t care how much I share on here but when I shared on Facebook about her even though it was only to one person it bothered her she must have concerns about the bug brothers associated with the website. And as far as I’ve been able to tell you speak pretty darn good English I wouldn’t have guessed you wernt an English first speaker, you must really have a way with words if you feel like English isn’t expressing yourself as fully as your native tounge.

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Thank you, maybe it is better than I believe. I let others judge that. What I know is: I do have difficulties sometimes, to express some specific things in words the way they are in my mind. While it seems, that they are very clear and defined in my mind, and even if I speak them in words to myself, as soon I try to express them in words written (usually in english), the result becomes something completely different where I feel something of it’s original essence got lost in the process… not with everything, but when it involves specific things sometimes (ie. how something felt in a very specific way) <- even now trying to explain what exactly is lost or when, becomes hard/difficult :face_with_head_bandage:

Dunno, maybe words are sometimes just not enough hehe

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Well as a judge you have nice English. And it’s very normal to feel like when trying to write or express your feeling for the words to just get in the way I feel like I don’t know how to write what my true feeling are quite oftenly too and I only know one language, maybe it’s time for me to expand my vocabulary lol.

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hey i remember you from the Creephyhollows forum, what made you come here?

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That’s lots of years ago…
I guess my path lead me here :smiley:
Maybe… or it was my succubus. Around January there was some events where she already hinted on some things that would change. Long story…

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Long stories are good lol

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Oh did you get a binding for your succubus from CH? :slight_smile:

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No, I have never gotten a succubus from CH.

The succubae who’ve come to me were 95% unbound. The 5% is one that I summoned at the beginning myself, and another was from a practitioner, which both are no longer with me.

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All further entries to my journal can be found here.

Please keep and continue discussions, replies and questions in this thread, so the continuity of the entries is kept for the reader on the other.

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I don’t get it do you mean you had 2 succubis that you are not in an relationship with any more?

And the one you summuded your self whas bound by you 5%?

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What I mean: There have been lots of succubae throughout my life. I don’t know how many, but it seem, a lot… I got once through telepathy a number that was far above 100, however, I doubt that number myself. But, it has been a lot, from what I have understood. I weren’t in a relationship with all of them, of course, some just came out of curiosity I guess or I don’t know why, some said just “hi” and left again. So, I assumed just a number and called it 5% for just being representative of these 2 who were an exception to the others, because these two were the only ones who came because of my summoning or a binding, and all the others for other reasons.

In recent years however it has been a lot more quiet in that regard. But there was a phase, they would stick to me like the flies to the light. No clue why.

At some point I even realized, that they weren’t with me only just from 6 years ago for the first time, like I were thinking back then. But at least since my teenage years. There was actually especially one, who were coming in my dreams like several times a week, just for the purpose of spending time with me, doing activities together in the dream.

It took some time after I got consciously involved with succubae, to see the patterns and realize that it must have been a succubus. She kept coming for several years again and again in my dreams, never sexual however, always like if we were in a relationship. It was always the same girl and I had a name for her. However, I weren’t aware of that, even though I had these dreams and didn’t wondered about it that much as I should had. I had no idea that it was a succubus and I had no idea, that this is possible or that entities exist, which come in your dreams, at that time.

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Hey everyone, a new quite interesting (I think) entry awaits you in my journal thread.

https://forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/jimys-journal-2-when-succubae-come-and-leave/112424/6

It is about an angel, rather a succubus and some useful guide for meditation. Have fun!

For those who haven’t noticed the change, please make sure to BOOKMARK and WATCH the other thread to stay in touch with my journal. This thread here is kept for discussions to my journal.

Thank you for your interest in my journal!

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That’s sad that your Succubus had to leave, at least someone came to be with you and fill the void of her absence. So did you didn’t meet the kid yet then right? Sounds like you’ll get a chance to see her again. Recently when interacting with my Succubus I Hurd I’m not Brunhild but immediately just assumed it was the AI government mind control messing with me but I’m starting to think that I might of actually Hurd her especially considering the mind control almost never does female voices because I find comfort in them, I did have like 2 and a half years that Brunhild was gone then while being on this site talking about her a succubus appeared we do interact sexually differently but I assume that was just me being different. So I’m sorta confused about what to think.

So I find it humorous how you kept forgetting all the important things like her name then the angel. I’m glad you were able to reconnect with your angel guide. And I have the same problem about thinking sexually towards female spirits. Last night I’ was able to connect a bit to Luna I read something that told me to tune Into the moon and then did so and thought Luna while doing it I seen the image of the moon and a women next to it, I just felt super peaceful and blissful I hope I don’t do anything to mess up just being able to connect like that at night time.

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Ok i see. Its good if you had a partner so that partner protected you when all the othere succubus keep on coming at you.

I don’t mean they are bad but i would not recomend one human with 100 succubis. :sunglasses:

I have 2 and think of get to know a queen. :slight_smile:

I don’t know if some othere succubis wisit me but i belive my spirits won’t let them just walk in on me. :grin:

I actuly talked to her with my pendulum today. Interesting chat.

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Would you like to feel your succubus, your incubus or other love (or not) spirits more? I guess, who wouldn’t…

Right now, I started working on a tutorial about how to develop clairsentience and more specifically the ability of perceiving your partners physical touches and presence with your body, which I plan to publish here for everyone.

With Adda, the grade of physical touch manifestation has surpassed now for me everything else from before. It has nearly come to the point, where I would look if a real person got into the room unnoticed and jumped on the bed, if she’s gonna manifest just 3% more. Just the recent days, at 2-3 moments where I achieved even deeper relaxation, her manifestation did became even so strong, that I was left wow’d for minutes, despite all the previous experiences.

In many other areas, I wouldn’t consider myself an expert, by far not even immediate level, and in many just a beginner. However, regarding clairsentience I’ve done endless experiments and worked consistently and made huge steps over the years on it. If I had someone, who would have teached me what is right and what wrong and what I should try straight ahead, I would have reached these results probably in 50% of the time or less.

So, I feel the desire to share some techniques and also my personal techniques (which I haven’t seen elsewhere), so that others may achieve the similar results much sooner.

Please tell me, which things would matter to you?
What would you like to know more about?
What is it, where you have tried and seen no progress with?
What are other questions you would like to be answered in that regard?

With your input, I will try to put more emphasis in the tutorial on these things.

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Well you got one potential student share the info when ready

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Something specific you are more interested in?

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Training for being able to feel her more and help for sight, for sight I typically just stare at the mirror any other tricks would be nice.

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I reckon a bunch of us on here who have incubi and succubi need our own discord channel where we just talk about stuff like this.

That’s so sad that your succubus left… Did you ask her why she had to go and what she was doing?? Maybe fighting in a war or something. I’d hate it if my Allan left me. But we’re bonding at a much deeper level now so I’m sure he won’t.

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