…To do something magickal. Why? Because I have been up for like 26 hours straight now and by the time night fall hits it will be around 32 hours. When I stay awake like this and don’t sleep my senses are constantly heightened like being in theta gamma, but I’m fully awake. I had headphones on a minute ago at full volume and I could hear my daughter walking thru the house I just knew she was going to come in my room before she even got to my side of the house, like my hearing is amplified, usually I can’t hear shit when I have those headphones on.
But in this state of mind, since I have fully awakened my astral sight, I am seeing darkness, white clouds of energy, light orbs, and random wandering spirits on occasion too during the day without even having to try so if my senses are this heightened, by tonight if I go into theta gamma, I should have some pretty powerful results. I have been staying awake like this a lot lately. Ever since I started making regular contact with King Paimon my brain does not want to shut off, I am focused on the occult 24/7.
But I did tell him I wanted to learn more, asked him to be my teacher and I told him I was up for the challenge, that I am persistant and that I enjoy learning and am willing to do many things for myself so I do not have to bother spirits to do everything for me, if someone will just teach me what I need to know to succeed. I pretty much gave him my word that I would remain dedicated to my workings and my education, so I think he is just taking me up on my promise by literally working me non-stop.
Everything I do lately involves the occult in some way or other, but I am learning from these experiences. Maybe he knew that I could handle such a vast work load which is why he is keeping me so busy? After all, if he thought I was not going to be serious about my studies, he would’ve just ignored me. But I am used to working non-stop, I have to keep busy or my brain gets bored too easy. But I told him I would work to promote the occult, demons in general, and him as often as possible in exchange for his services so he is taking me up on my offer by expanding my talents and having me engaged in multiple projects at once, but everything has to stick to an occult theme.
Anybody else ever have a demon put them thru a rigrorous task list like this? On top of that I am working with another entity who is also educating me and I promised him the same thing, promotion, so all of this work may be a result of working with 2 at the same time. I didn’t promise anything that I cannot handle or stick with, this is what I wanted but boy, when they want you to learn they really put you to work don’t they?
I just released that musical album, I am working on writing my first occult based book, created a 2nd deviant art account dedicated only to occult and dark art, upgraded my pinterest account to include a ton of occult based boards, I am releasing several educational and instructional videos on magick and discussions on demons, and spending time online educating others that have the wrong ideas about the occult as well as helping new magicians when I can. Not to mention, I keep being urged to open a 2nd online store selling charged paintings, custom talismans, hand crafted blank grimoire books, and pre-assembled gris gris bags.
Do they always work you this hard when you state “teach me all that you can” or do they only do this with those who they know can handle it without getting stressed out? Not complaining just stating that wow, they are seriously dedicated to teaching you when you ask.