So I stopped for a while and only do reading. A while ago I asked Bune to make contact with my mother nothing happened. I think because of my uncle that passed away I didn’t have the concentration.
Now @anon9236988 and SerpentsKey got me curious about Azazel. You know former beliefs always hold me back on him (dark aspect). But fuck it. Just do it.
So I used the invocation of Phoenix and my dear, I got freakin’ hot and almost felt a sleep. So I knew that Azazel was there. And with him I reached the TGS within 20 minutes, it’s like he helped. Then I saw my passed away mother smiling pointing something out. Like a stain on my clothes (strange). But it was a very great experience. Got me right back on track.