I’ve done a lot of reading recently about the true nature of Jehovah God (some of which I already knew). I have read about blasphemy in relation to casting god(s) out ones life. Here’s some background on me: I’m kinda “knowledgeable” about general occult practices and concepts. Unfortunately (due to many circumstances) I am still associated with Jehovah witnesses although I don’t believe in it anymore.The only reason I don’t renounce my faith IRL is that it would be social suicide. I wish to do a blasphemy rite against him and the holy spirit etc to break free and ascend… but I have some questions and concerns.
If and when I do the blasphemy rite, will my life go to shit as I don’t have the influence and support of Jehovah and his holy spirit?
(for lack of better words) With these obstacles out the way could my astral senses or third eye be opened after which?
Will I be cursed or terrorized for my discussion to blaspheme Jehovah by him or his servants?
Could i still keep my social standing after which?
I have many more questions and curiosities!
(I know this is the programming speaking but) My intellect is telling me “this all makes sense and I should do it” but something or someone is holding me back, and to be frank, I’m a little scared.
Please feel free to Pm me or ask me more questions, when when I wake up I’ll do my best to reply.