this thread isint one to detail a specific spell or ritual but one to ask the question:
are the prayers an higher thoughts of those closest to you fucking with the strength of your manifestations?
think about it. do you have someone in your family who has a vision of you in their head? does it match the vision you have for yourself?
as painful as it may be you may have to bind those you love to keep their manifestations from coming to pass to ensure your own.
do divination of your surroundings, the thoughts of those who love and hate you. find out what they think, and ensure your will takes precedent.
this in my opinion is true LHP behavior.