I’ve been wanting to call up Azazel because of my situation. I’ve been under a spirit attack and whenever I call his enn, after a couple of minutes I feel aching in my throat and my voice begins to change and become low and demonic. Accompanied by anger and feeling ungrounded. I tried It with 2 different enns And I also tried to call him up with his sigil. I tried contacting multiple spirits but I think the spirit is fucking with my contact with deities.
I was attacked by voodoo before because of a conflict in the family which I have nothing to do with and they just wanted to hurt my mom. After my father found out I can read people/get info from them he paid someone to cast spirits to kill me and my brother. He is scared of what info I could get out of him. He is mentally ill and on pills. I’ve tried to get rid of them for a month now and lost my motivation. We have protection from multiple people but the spirits itself have influence over us and won’t go away.