Is this Lilith's doing?

lilith
succubus

#1

So in my last post I stated that I sometimes feel a foreign rage bubble up in me.
I also have this other thing that has been happening to me since I started with this whole succubus thing. An itching sensation on my whole body accompanied by a burning sensation.

It gets very painful and I can’t stop it while it lasts. In public it can be extremely embarrasing as it itches so much and that I start to get bruises on my body and red lines that look like scratches. I do not believe that it is a medical condition as this has never ever happened to me before and also happens randomly.

This feeling almost causes me to go insane.The more I ignore it the more it burns and itches and just hurts.
It sometimes gets so painful that I almost pass out.
Almost like someone wants me to go insane which I believe resonates with Liliths as you guys stated that she can evoke primal rage.

I lack anger in my life so maybe she is forcing me to get angry.
I have many theories but I would like to know what you guys think of this.
It could also be my succubus…

I asked Lilith to help me in my life so it could also be a test…


#2

I don’t know for sure but maybe you pissed her off somehow


#3

If you angered her in some way you should apologize. But your not the only one who lacks anger in their life there are times when i feel like i should have been more angry.


#4

#5

You probably still keeping it inside and not voicing or acknowledging the sadness/anger issue as much as you should. Try starting a journal that when you do feel sad - angry you will at least write it in there. So you can reflect later and work on voicing it when it comes up again


#6

If something is attacking you, you should at least hardly banish it.


#7

I don’t remember doing anything to anger her tho.

Thanks for all responses guys