Is there a way to stop battling with myself?

:grin::grin::grin: Arigato senpai :grin::grin:

Hello again senpai. I was trying to pm u but I cant. Anyways, the battle in my head has toned down a little. I have my balance back. I think I’ll keep meditating.

Also, I have a million questions to ask and I think I might need a teacher through this journey seeing as new to this. Can u be my teacher or do u have someone in mind for me?