My pentagram system is a bit odd but it seems to work to an extent.
by an extent I mean until a new moon or a change in magick done by him or I, usually.
I think anyways that is what I am experiencing.
What do you think about doing a banishing ritual to banish death curses before he does one? Followed by a ritual to continue to build my protection shield? Also which is better sooner the better or closer to when I think he might do it?
I don’t think he is in a hurry to do it. He came to me in like an astral vision, or like telepathy with a fairly vivid vision type thingy, I don’t get too many of those, he was crying and telling me that he doesn’t want to but he might have to kill me, I asked if there was another way, and he said that the only other way was for me to live as a hermit forever, that he was so so sorry, and for some reason I didn’t take him too seriously, I knew we were having some issues and probably should have, there was plenty for him to mis read in my last email I had sent at the time.
When I did see his last text to me it said he was with another woman, it was getting serious, there was no chance I’d be seeing him, blah blah, blah, I started writing a response, my brain got all weird part way, I decided to lye down, my brain went back to the thought of him spooning me again and that was roughly when it happened, I was hit with massive negative entity attachment. It felt like deep cold fear and even deeper shame, it was like being sexually molested all over by demons while having the shame of you being the one doing it and the presumable fear that goes with that.
Is it at least some what safe to assume he was the one who did it?
My email I sent him before talked about demons and black magick and stuff but those were just metaphors I was trying to express on a huge lack of sleep at the time. I think there’s a chance this was all some sort of misunderstanding lol.
Okay I am rambling now, but that was on November 6th of last year, most days since have not been that bad, a few occasionally were much worse. I hadn’t had anything like this before, at least not since our last life together as I finally have been starting to recall.
But anyways the banishing for me, takes everything almost all the way out, but unless it is just my imagination making a fulfilling prophecy I usually banish after a full moon and it starts coming back after a new moon.