I’m not sure how to explain this one or really whether I should post this but maybe someone has had a similar experience and can give me some guidance on how to either recreate it or guide/interact with it better should it happen again please.
After my ritual with Duke Dantalion and my dressing down on self-doubts, tarot and impatience; I went to bed. As happens frequently I have erotic dreams of my Beloved - these can either be the Beloved’s soul or a payment to President Marbas; OK I now know we have a younger audience so clearly I have to clean up the description of what was going on.
Only this time, what was happening was I was waking up with the Beloved physically making love to me (he isn’t physically there), I felt I was awake and talking to him and knowing he was not physically present but he was talking to me revealing things about what is going on at the moment.
This was something I’d not encountered quite as full on in living colour so to speak. I felt as if I was awake, my Beloved was making love to me, his weight pressing onto me (he’s heavyset), him talking to me but no-one physically there.
It wasn’t scary, he simply reiterated what Duke Dantalion stated.