I suffered from chronic depression since I was 12 years old, and nothing(medication, meeting with psychologists and therapists) helped me: I have drawn to my own death since then.
And since 2017 I have doubted some entity(or entities) for having me drawn to depression and suicidal thoughts.
I don’t know who the firetruck these “women” are, but they, or at least one of them, seem to be related with my case.
In spring 2017, an entity whose voice was that of a young woman visited me, and asked me “Teacher, do you want to live more?”.
(I’m not a teacher… at least in this life but she called me that)
I occasionally hate myself for saying “Yes” to her. But anyway 3 days later from that event, I was nearly caught in a car accident and survived.
And a few days ago, when I was depressed after fighting with my family, I saw another woman in my vision.
She was a white old lady holding purple bead with wand. That bead tasted sweet but I pulled it out from my mouth, since I didn’t know who was her and whether I could trust her.
Maybe my god Odin has some plan to do with my depression (since he is a death god, and he called me when I was seriously depressed) but I don’t know.
Actually I don’t give a firetruck because I’m depressed nowadays and all I want now is my own death.
I don’t know about his or other entities’ plan, or whether some entity really drawing me to my death or not… Oh I don’t know everything. That’s why I’m telling my situation into this forum.