Greetings!
I hope whoever is reading this post is having a great time and is in great health.
““Before anything, I have been a member of BALG since late 2019. I already introduced myself. Just using a different email””
As the title reads, lately I have been wondering this in my head… “IS MAGIK REAL?”
Before thinking I am crazy or arrogant, allow me to provide some context. I got involved with the world of magick way back in 2014. Like most people, I was in a pretty bad place economically and wanted some financial turnaround in my situation.
At the time, I did what was easiest for me order some “MONEY SPELL”. At the time, my expectations were things would work out fine, meaning the financial difficulties I was facing would start to go away. I did not have any time frame in mind, I just expected the “SPELL” to work.
As fate would have it, to say that was a disappointment would be a great understatement. The following course of events within my finances would take following the “SPELL” was no different to some regular person.
Totally outside my expectations and not for the better. Opportunities I had presented to me, I am confident that I did not need magick for them; the reason being people who were at those “JOBS/ORGANIZATIONS” were not practitioners of any magick as far as I could see (I was not a practitioner of any sort GRANTED) meaning to have had those “OPPORTUNITIES” no magick spells or rituals were needed. They could have been obtained through normal means. During those harsh moments, I had totally forgotten about the spells and was living day by day trying to make ends meet.
A few years would go by, then 2020 would arrive. In 2020, from BALG, I ordered a ritual for the same purpose. I thought this time things would be different and was very excited to move forward.
Note: From 2014 til 2020, I was searching for solutions by purchasing various "MONEY SPELLS’ and hiring various “MAGICIANS” to help me. As well as doing things on my own like learning new skills and launching my company.
After ordering the ritual from BALG, I would yet be met with another disappointment. I have proof the ritual was done (VIDEO) and the magician sent me some stuff to the mail with instructions. So, there is no doubt wheater the ritual was done or not; as the evidence available suggests otherwise.
What is evident, however, is the lack of results if any from those works.
After much confusion which caused nothing but frustration, I decided to take matters into my own hands. Around the fall of last year (2022), I wrote a petition to Lucifer I found the instruction on this forum. In this petition, I did not ask for a large sum of money. I asked only for $100 and within a timeframe of 2 weeks. I request assistance to manifest $100 within 14 days from Lucifer and do it as per the instruction stated on the post. I have yet to see any result from this petition. This has not been the only one I have done myself either.
After many rituals, the ones I have conducted myself and the many I have ordered and the magicians I have hired to help me with this matter, my finances have actually regressed. I have not seen any improvement after almost a decade since my first ritual. It’s been dead-end jobs to low-paying Jobs to struggling business enterprises to shitty partnerships. I greatly doubt I needed to call assistance from any spirits to create these circumstances for me. I don’t think these turn of events were what I had in mind.
I have experienced all types of emotional roller-coasters in the midst of this unfolding. From happy and excited at the beginning to confused and frustrated when things are not working out and not knowing why to extremely angry as there are even times I think the issue is with me to feeling completely ignored by those spirits whom I am seeking help from.
This brings me to the question above: IS MAGICK REAL? If so, can someone help me understand why things have not yet worked out or what could potentially cause those blockages?
It wasn’t always like that though. Otherwise, I would not have even started on this path if at first, I did not believe it was possible.
I have only been developing those feelings recently after realizing how long it has been since I first started with this.
I have reached out to powerful spirits and energies ranging from Lucifer to Dantalion to Jupiter/Elemental even Voodoo Spirits. Most of them have been directly from me- they’re from paid Magicians. Lucifer and Dantalion have been directly from me.
Do people actually (NO BULLSHIT) manifest and create things using magick? If so, how? I have done all that I can think of doing and at the moment hiring more “MAGICIANS/SPELLCASTERS” is not an option since I have absolutely no money in my name which I find quite ironic given the whole purpose I have started this journey in the first place is so I never find myself in this position but after almost a decade later, HERE I AM!
Though later I found more meaningful reasons to keep walking on this path still, it’s quite a bummer that I have been neglected for so long, is that something NORMAL?
If somebody can help, either by putting things into perspective or by sharing ways to manifest what I have been trying to manifest; THAT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED.
Thank you all for reading 
May Lucifer’s light guide your path 
