I am HIV positive.
When I first got into trouble with the law a few years ago, I had gone off my retroviral treatment for a total of about one and a half years.
I have done alot of pathworking with various toxins and such, and have done rituals I have designed for myself to try and allow me further control over my medical issues, or to expand my psychic control over pathogens in my body, or toxins in my body, and their manipulation at a cellular level. Honestly, the idea for alot of this pathworking came from Frank Herbert’s “Dune” series.
I will say that when I got locked-up and went to the doctor again, my viral load had not increased remotely like it should have: they tell you a day off your meds totally fucks you because the virus immediately begins reproducing, and the reproduction cycle of HIV is quite exponential, and radically mutative. After a year and a half, statistically my viral load should have been back to a level of someone with zero treatment (at least 50,000 parts mer million, but up to around 700,000). Mine was 212 parts per million. Which, is an increase returning to a detectable viral load, and thus, to an actively progressing infection. But, there’s a big difference in 212 and 50,000.
I have since returned to active retroviral therapy and am again in a state of viral undetectability: I was even able to return to my previous medication.
Now, I do not know the statistics on going off treatment, and then back on, or time periods or any of that, and I should. But I am convinced that my pathworking has paid off.
The point I am making here is that anything is possible with magick. Put in the effort, do the work, transcend past your mortality, you know, like the URL reads.