So I have a pact with Belial. Let me preface by saying that in He did come through for me in a big way when it comes to a job opportunity (I mean, I think he did—provided, this is all real). That said, I spent thousands of dollars setting up an altar for him and months doing rituals and I asked him for the same exact thing, month after month and I recently got the results and it was not what I wanted or bargained for. While I have not seen Belial fully in front me, I think I felt his presence during rituals.
I feel like WTF is this all for and is this even for real? I mean, I could say that I didn’t get the results I wanted because Belial is testing my loyalty and he wanted to test my loyalty. But that’a too easy, is it not? We can say that about a lot of other things. What is the point of having a pact with a Demon King and in my situation, he’s the only entity I work with and have people walk all over you and not get the results that you want? Look, life is finite. When you choose to do something with your time over another, you’re not getting the time back. My point is, if this is all imaginary then I wasted time that I could have spent in a million different ways. I’m confused and disheartened right now.