A week ago, I invoked Lucifer if he could get rid of the parasites, and the parasitic succubus off me. I did it during 3am, using 5 white candles placing them into the shape of a pentagram. I drew his sigil on a small piece of paper, and I chanted his enn quietly while looking into the sigil. My astral senses are pretty bad so I just wrote down my intentions on paper, and put it beside me.
People say that when they successfully invoked Lucifer, the surrounding energy feels different, and things like that. However, the things I felt were kind of different to say the least. For one, my hands felt pretty weird, like it felt like there was a lot of energy in my hands. It have this fizzy vibrating feeling. Second, the paper with the sigil on it turned slightly black for a spilt second, and the sigil turned white.
I didn’t really think much of the weird occurrences, and ended up sitting there reciting his enn for 30 more minutes until I was too tired to go on. I ended up sleeping since I was extremely tired. Before, I slept, I blew out the candles, but then I noticed something. Two of the candles’ wax had completely turned to liquid, while some of them only had extremely little amounts of that. All of the candles were never used before this. Maybe it was just a bad candle or something I don’t know.
If I did invoke Lucifer he definitely saw the paper with my intentions on it stating if he could remove the parasites, and protect me from negative spirits.
When I woke up, usually the parasite/parasites would drain my energy straight away making me extremely tired. However, that didn’t happen. I didn’t even feel drained at all actually. I thought the invocation worked, and he had gotten rid of the parasite, but as the days grew by, I thought otherwise.
If I really did invoke Lucifer, he would get rid of ALL my parasites, and parasitic succubus. However I still felt those succubus fiddling with my crotch as per usual, but the parasite that was draining me is gone? A few months back, some entity came into my life because I kept feeling pain all over my body. I feel like that entity is punching me like every single minute. I’m sure my body is fine because this never happened before until now.
Because of this, I thought the invocation did not work, and ended up having an emotional breakdown. But when I looked at the ceiling, I saw Lucifer’s sigil. So I thought “Lucifer is here?”
At this point I’m confused because I asked him to protect me from other negative spirits including the entity that keeps punching me, and my parasitic succubus. However, he only got rid of the parasite that was constantly draining my energy.
I’ve also noticed when I feel like hope is lost, and I can’t get rid of the parasites, I get this huge surge of positivity like 5 minutes later. Almost like someone is motivating me to get rid of these assholes. Because of this I get extreme mood swings. One minute I’m on this helpless state, to this determined state. Constantly back, and forth.
In addition, after this invocation, I feel like there is two spirits in my body. One of them is this pathetic, sad, person, while the other is this wise, strong person. It’s like I have two personalities fighting over my psychical body. Sometimes, it’s like a mix of both, which I feel like right now writing this.
Lastly, after the evocation, I’m starting to like see a lot of things related to hell, demons, and Satan. Everyday I see at least like three inverted pentagrams everyday. Seeing things about demons, and stuff. Also, I keep thinking about this guy. Everyday, I randomly think of a person with a goat head, in black robes. After I think of that, I automatically see an image of a goat skull, or someone wearing black robes on google or on YouTube.
In short, i feel like I invoked Lucifer because of these signs such as inverted pentagrams, the two personalities, something motivating me to push forward etc. But again, I also feel like Lucifer is not here because maybe the parasites are trying to trick me or something into thinking that Lucifer is here, that the hostile entity is still psychically abusing me.
Then again, it makes no sense if the parasites are trying to trick me into believing that their Lucifer. They can’t really copy Lucifer’s astral signature that I saw on the ceiling, and since the energy drainer is gone, it means that they had to kill each other???
Of course there is also plot holes if I really did invoke Lucifer, but I don’t really want to explain that right now, I’m pretty sure you get the idea. Can someone just tell me if I really did invoke Lucifer or not and why?