Hello, I’m new here and have joined for various reasons. I’ve studied many different occult teachings but never really practiced any beyond sigil work. I was a student of AMORC for many years but found the teachings rather boring. I consider myself one who is comfortable with both my light and shadow self. Recently I was living heavily in the light only to be taken completely advantage of and nearly destroyed. Im here looking for help on utilising the power of my shadow side to balance the scales, so to speak.