Hello I am a newish practitioner of the “dark” arts. I’ve tried to meditate for several hours but nothing seems to happen for me. After one meditation, however, I became very emotional about a YouTube video I was watching (it wasn’t something I would have regularly teared up with). I have used pathways to ask demons like Belial to do certain things and some of them have worked but they were small things like seeing someone on the street. I really want to get into this as it is a way of life but I don’t know what to do. I want to be able to see them and hear them. Thank you in advance for your help.
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My name is Alexander and I live in North Carolina, USA. I honestly need help with everything because I am completely lost. What helped you when you began (everything after breathing and meditation)? If I could see or hear a spirit or demon, that would be a great first step for me. Ultimately, I would like to learn Necromancy (especially to talk to the dead), astral & soul travel (and going to other planes of existence), and learning to evoke and invoke demons so I can both gain from them and learn from them. I can not currently give help to anyone because I do not really know anything.
Also, if it makes a difference on why I am not able to see or feel anything, I did grow up a Christian. I do not have the negative mindset associated with demons and I am done with Christianity but that might be why I am not experiencing any results?