Hello I’m Barbara
I’m new to this forum and magick. I come from a muslim household where these kinds of things are not appreciated. My name is made up and I’m not currently comfortable sharing a picture of myself.
I’ve been researching about evocation for the past year. To be honest I was trying to sell my soul to the devil or make a pact with him. But from what I’ve read here that’s impossible.
Last night i did my first evocation. I evoked Vepar. I used the first ritual from the book Demons of Magick . I was terrified and nervous but once i said the demons name it felt like i was being watched from all over. It felt like something was going to tap my shoulder and pull me back. It was the weirdest thing I’ve experienced.
Now again I don’t know if i felt this sort of thing because i was nervous and scared or if I actually did evoke this entity.
Later I heard someone say “Hello” inside my head. But I’m not sure if I just imagined it.
Please let me know if I successfully evoked and tips and how to know if you actually evoked and entity.