First off, hi there! Newbie here, looking for advice, looking to bring more magick into my life.
Many years ago I read a book titled ‘advanced magick for beginners’ by alan chapman - from that I went and read some of the books he advised as good foundational reading… But things just tapered off and I never really practiced.
During Covid lock down over here in the UK I ended up being at home on a furlough of sorts. Browsing on the internet I went down a wormhole and ended up reading about the west memphis 3, which led me to Damien Echols and his book titled ‘high magick’
This was over a year ago. For the past year I’ve carried out a daily practice of the LBR as outlined by Damien (but always drawing the energy down) - and about 4 to 5 times a week I will also perform the middle pillar… And throw in a sprinkle of breathing exercises here and there too.
And this is it - I’m not really performing any magic as such. But I’d like to, I’m just not sure where to go from here…
What do I get from it so far? Well, I just kind of like doing the rituals - they’re almost meditative (especially the middle pillar)…
Yeah some weird stuff’s happened I suppose but I’ve not really attributed any of this to what I’ve been doing. About 6 months ago, the center of my forehead was buzzing - and I do link this to doing the qabalistic cross I perform before the LBR - this is when it would buzz like crazy, it felt like someone was pressing their thumb into my forehead so much so that the first time (i was alone in the semi-dark in my garage) I got pretty scared by it… But it only went on for about 3 weeks.
Oh… I’m pretty much a skeptic btw… Hmmmm, I guess that might not be the best description - I think I’m coming into magick with a bit of that mindset though…
I’m interested though - and that’s why I’m here. Would love to here some thoughts on what next steps I should possibly take in regards to expanding my magickal capabilities…
I’m kind of interested in astral projection - I’ve done this twice before… I just can’t get back there for some reason…
Oh what else… Married guy, wife, kids, mortgage. I’m masquerading as an engineer but I’m really a songwriter…
Cheers
Bernie