Hello all! I’m new here and just wanted advice. I recently broke up with a ex. I’m extremely sad about my decision that pained her(I’m a male on my late 20s) we agreed to be friends in the future, but I just miss her and know we are compatible. I just made mistakes(no cheating or abuse) along the way in breaking up. I did my research on here, on sallos, and wanted to call out for help.
Here’s the thing. I live at home where I was raised a Christian. It was so real, I wasn’t allowed to watch power rangers, yu-gi-oh, or other “satanic” shows because they were deemed “occultic” in my home. My family still pray to Jesus everyday, literally everyday. I initially tried candle spells, but if my family even gets a whiff of me doing candle work, they would make a big deal about it and my energy would be thrown off. I looked at the chant, the sigil, of sallos after research and ending up here, so I tried to do what you guys had recommended. Problem here however is because being a Christian was instilled in me so much, I have fears about embodying sallos. I always had a interest in this kind of stuff, but again, due to my upbringing I was raised aganist it. Before I go nose diving into something I’m not particularly skilled in, I wanted advice from you guys, maybe people who also come from a Christian home
I know there’s 100 threads about sallos so I won’t ask for stuff I can read(and have read) but I didn’t think there was much talk on overcoming fears linked to Christianity. Advice?