Greetings!
Hello, i’m new member here. I’ve been a Wiccan/Witch for about 5 years now.
Before i begin to tell the story, just fyi i have listed 9 Demons on my Book of Shadow as “Benevolent Demons For My Craft and Spiritual Growth”, namely: Buer, Phenex, Orobas, Marbas, Orias, Haagenti, Caim, Stolas.
I only listed them, but not really work with them. Well, i did meditation once on Buer around 2018. On that my very first meditation on demon, HE, Buer, appeared differently from what i had seen on internet. HE sit on the throne, HIS body is huge and human-like, wearing turkish style white cloack with golden accent, HIS head was lion, on HIS back there were 5 goat legs. On my point of view at that time, he was just as graceful as gods.
HE taught me 3 things. After that, i didn’t continue my meditation, because my inner-guide led me to not.
And at first 2019 i prayed to my patron and Universe that i wanted to develove my divination skill, and i needed i guide. Not long after that, i had a dream.
I saw a winged horse on grassland. Its wings and tail swept the ground. Its color was green. It was so majestic. I approaced it, but it ran. I shouted 'hey wait, let’s be friend"
It stopped running. It transformed into human body with wings, horse legs, and horse head. It changed again, human body with wings, human head, horse legs. Again, it now changed into full human like wearing green cloack. He invited me to shake his hand, i took His hand. It was soft and cold.
When i woke up the only word on my head was OROBAS. I did tarot reading, the tarots confirmed it. HE said, HE willing to guide me eventhough some of entities against Him. I acknowledge His kindness, i let Him to be part of my Spiritual Team. But i respectfully said that i propbably would not seek help from Him until i felt that i needed, and i allowed Him to leave whenever He desired.
Deep down, i was a bit doubt it but pretend that it was real.
Days after days, my divination skill seemed to get improved, but i hardly thought that it was because OROBAS, because i never formally meditate on Him or chant His mantra, or invoke Him to my practice (i knew nothing about demonic magick and stuffs at that time–and now still haha)…
Well, that was my stories.
Any thought?