Hi my name is Duvy and I’m 20, I have been doing a lot of research about the goetia and the 72, Marbas in particular because 11 months ago I was in a car crash that shattered my L1 into 8 pieces crushing my spinal cord and paralyzing my entire pelvic region I can walk but my legs are atrophied and the nerve pain is really bad. As soon as I could get on a plane I went to Panama and got stem cell therapy, if you’re wondering its 25k or more for one treatment and in a few weeks I’m going back for round two. The thing is the first treatment only helped Maybe 2 or 3% and my parents are financially killing themselves to take me I’ve pretty much decided if the second treatment doesn’t do more I’ll shoot myself in the brain stem to save them the trouble and my own grief I can’t even explain how depressed I am please no suicidal talk it won’t work. I want to contact Marbas but I have absolutely no experience or mental training I don’t even know if he can help with such a physical thing. If anyone can give me some tips or direct me to someone who can help me it would be greatly appreciated.
Welcome to the forum @DUVY
Though I’m am not familiar with work with Marbas I found this for you so that you can read more. I know that people here have done work with him so I hope you get your answers.
Also, maybe you should do some research on fasting. After 50 hours or so, the body generates more stem cells, so take a look into that. I’m not saying you should jump to a three week fasting right now, just that you should get some information. In any event, if you do it, don’t do it for more than 5 days, since after that the body goes back to normal, in stem-cell regards.
It would not hurt to look into some Archangels such as Raphael. Raphael is geared towards healing as I’ve seen so trying him is a good bet.
Do you know Marbas’s sigil and enn?
If so practice just meditation for a bit until you can get into a trance then. Saying his enn or charging his sigil will call him to you. Charging it basically consists of you gazing at his sigil. It will start to fade in and out.
You may feel something or you may not feel something.
Be determined, since you may not have any prior experience you may not think he’s there but he is.
Remember that belief is important you MUST believe that what ever your doing will work.
There is plentiful ammounts of Infomation on this forum just search for it and welcome to the forum.