Hello, my name is Grayson. I’m very new to magick, I’ve only seriously delved into it for about a month now. I’m very excited to discover new things about myself and the world. I’m most interested in evocation and working with demons. And I hope to find a sense of purpose in exploring these things.
I am feeling a bit discouraged by my own inability to sense, hear or see things. I thought by now I would be able to somewhat sense the presence of spirits or even my own aura, but no luck. Maybe I’m expecting too much of myself but it seems that every other person I’ve heard talk about magick had an intense emotional/sensual experience on their first try. Has anyone else had this issue? Is there something wrong with me?
I would greatly appreciate any advice. The LHP is intimidating but I am ready to put in the effort it takes improve myself.