Don’t feel overwhelmed brother - we are very supportive here at B.A.L.G forum and community☆☆☆☆
Welcome to the forum Sir. I want to encourage all your trying. And I want to also express all my positive vibe to your will to learn.
I will give myself’s case as an example. I also have never practiced magic or communication with spirits or demons. I do not have the knowledge or the skill, -not even the room- to perform rituals. But I have devotion, will to learn and I have started my own communication through Enn -from youtube- and deep talking which I point as my own way of meditation-.
So go ahead. Have faith and find ways that make you to feel more comfortable on your meditation.
For me -for example- taking a long walk and talking -even through my mind- to the entity I want to reach is a way of meditation. It makes me feel that I am doing my approaching ok. Well I do not know if the most expierenced ones agree with this … But to me it feels ok.
Also wanting to learn more and practicing is also important.
So this is another welcome from a new member -me- of this amazing community.
All the best!
EB
Well sports fans,
I thought that since I have received so many positive replies and sentiments from this lovely community, I should probably give some kind of update. If this is the incorrect way to do so, I apologize.
As directed and prescribed by @DarkestKnight, I have continued to do my best at meditations. I am pretty sure that I am not yet able to induce the Theta waves ( or whichever waves ) that meditation should be providing but I am continuing as best I can. Mostly, meditation just makes me sleepy right now…
I did however have a dream this previous week that made me believe I had made some kind of contact or at least almost made contact. It was a brief dream however. As to the details of this supposed “contact,” I’m not sure if I can share them on this post thread. If I can, somebody please tell me and I will. Maybe y’all will deem it irrelevant and I just imagined it anyways. I don’t really know.
Thank you for taking the time to read this update. I cannot tell you how nice it is to at least know somebody, corporeal or otherwise, bothered to do so.
I heard she was vindictive and malevolent towards humans. What’s the benefit of working with her?