Thank you for answering, and again, welcome to the BALG forum
Hey, just trying out magick for ex back. Love the forum. Wish to be potent on it.
That doesnāt answer any of my questions
Are you saying you have no practical experience with magick at all?
Haha u are right. Iām a newbie. @DarkestKnight . I read a lot in the articles here and other sites as well.
So no practical experience. Got it.
Thank you
Hello my Name is Trusdek Iām in TX. I have practice for 2 years. Found this forum and has been answering questions for me. I Do meditation,Energywork, Dream recall and finding meaning to them. Candle magik,Chaos magik.
Ea TGS was huge for me.
Working in progress astral evocation to move on physical evocation. Trying to desern from. My own mind to a entity.
Sometimes I feel Iām going blind seeing black blobs
Anyway I am exited to be here nice to meet all.
Hello everyone. My magick name is Tanarawewah. I live in western Canada. I have a long history of mystical experiences in my life such as out of body experiences, visions etc. But only started pursuing magick and working with spirits seriously about one year ago. I started with GOM and similar books and have gotten good results that have improved my life. Some methods I enjoy are pathworking, and the chanting of mantras/ enns. Not too big into super traditional Solomonic style magick with all the props, at most I use candles and sigils but thatās about it. I am now starting to spread my wings a bit and develop relationships with spirits, trusting myself more to do magick in a more āfreestyleā way rather than relying on GOM. Beelzebub, Sitri, Bune, Lucifer, and the Hindu goddess Lakshmi are the spirits who are most significant in my life at this time. Here mostly to read and learn.
I am Pelin. I have most probably strayed here since I read the post about Creepy Hollows which give me the creeps, only to find the story of parasites and all the horrendous goings on, which confirmed to me my sickly feeling about them and their nobility status.
I do not practice magic. I believe all people are good, only to be proven otherwise, and in most cases.
I have homed quite a few spirits (believing what was written in their description, I would never consciously lie to anyone, so why should anyone lie to me) and only just now, after reading the post, I sincerely apologise, I did not remember your name because I did not know I had to introduce myself, so I did not pay attention. I have noticed that my life has gone downhill so rapidly and so thoroughly. I am a shadow of what I once used to be. I never suspected that my depressed, lonely, listless emotional self had anything to do with my spirits. And I still donāt know if it does. I am psychologically reversed. I have found out that my subconscious is still protecting the child me from words like, why canāt you be like her? Them? Look at you. My mum to women praising their daughters, mine is no good and stuff like that. Loser. Good for nothing. I was beaten so much, all for my own good of course. I was never in the right, never. I was never allowed to express my opinion. I was never allowed anything. But I thought that that was normal for a child to obey and be punished for not obeying. When one shrink asked me how I took what I experienced I answered I knew of nothing better. And I thought people were good. So now I am an adult and my subconscious is doing its thing. Relentlessly protecting me to feel like a failure. I am so pent up, so closed off, so afraid of everything and everyone. I canāt see, feel, hear my spirits. I wonder why.
I donāt know if my emotional downfall has anything to do with my spirits, which I cannot see, feel or hear but keep amassing them. I am worried and have no idea what to do. Invoke Archangel Michael.
I do realise that I donāt belong here because I am useless in any discussion, but I was asked to introduce myself.
Thank you.
Pelin
Welcome @mirisepelin
Where are you from?
You have said you donāt practice magick, so what do you mean that you have "homed "spirits?
What brings you to BALG? Is there a particular area of magick you are interested in learning?
I am from Bosnia and Herzegovina.
I didnāt know that having a bound spirit was practicing magic.
If I am understanding you correctly, you have purchased these spirits from Creepy Hollows?
Itās a practice known as spirit keeping.
Sorry, I forgot. I am not interested in learning magic. I have said that I strayed here. If you want me to leave, just say so.
No. I would not have purchased from them even if I were dead.
You are welcome here. Iām simply trying to find out what interests you so we can help provide appropriate advice and direction, thatās all.
May I ask, then, where you obtained these bound spirits?
Thank you very much.
Mostly from Jules, Lisa. Oh, Jinn and Tonics. Bluejay.
And loads more, if I liked the listing and I could afford the spirit. But they were not āreputableā as Jules and Lisa from Mystic Morning Treasures.
What first got you into the practice of spirit keeping?
Loneliness.
And awe and a way to escape reality.
Thank you for elucidating more, and I hope you enjoy your time here
You mentioned that you canāt hear, see or feel your spirits. We have some mantras here that can help you develop your spiritual senses to help with that. You should be able to find them with a quick search but if not, do not be afraid to ask