There is a lot to dig in here but I what I can see clearly is that you are seeking answers. I am not quite sure what the questions are, beyond that you are struggling.
I am very glad you got away from that relationship. In one way he was flattering you, in another he may have been attempting to express spiritual insight and not doing it very well…or he is delusional. No matter what though, if you have a strong connection to an entity, then don’t let another person disuade you. Find your own gnosis and live it.
I hope you learned a lesson there! Minor demons love to feed off of misery and being in an emotionally vulnerable state only makes it easier for them to feed on you.
What are you reading? There is a lot of witchcrap out there. Not saying you shouldn’t work on cleansing your energy but you don’t need to go Vegan unless that is something you feel is appropriate to your Will.
My wife and I are raising a child, 4 years old at the moment. We have never had an issue being witches and parents.
Maybe let me know what you are truly searching for and I can DM you with some suggestions and advice. I wish you well, you have already taken a big step!
My name is Ady I use short version of my real name. I am really new in Left Hand Path currently learning about it. Basically I am belonging to Muslim family lived in Muslim Country but I am attracted towards left hand path but due to limitations I simply hanging in a void how I left my original religion but it roots holds me, bind me, my soul, how can I break it up and enter in the Left Hand Path Universe. Short of resources here, hardly find any supplies, simple bold out and sandwich between RHP and LHP, can anyone guide me through this. Thank you
I neever try to invoke, evoke any demonic entity, I have some enns like Lord Satan, Lucifer, Azazel, which I recited at least 13 times or 108 times a day.
I’ve been doing a lot of reading. Lot of it through Pinterest and on YouTube. I have various books from the green witch, gray witch, black witch, kitchen witch, book of the dead, Norse magic, etc
I just know walking this path won’t be an easy one, but do I have to clear my blockages with my chakras?
Do I have to do everything I can to raise my vibrations before doing any type of ritual?
Should I do Shadow Work on myself before working with Magic?
I’m just confused with a lot of this stuff and want to make sure I’m doing things right before I really get into doing magic.
Yes I have experience with Traditional Djinn Sorcery, I have experience with the 72 Shem HaMephorash Angels, I have experience With the Archangels, I have experience with the Goetia, I have experience with the teachings of the Golden Dawn, I have experience with draconic magick, I have experience with many forms of pathworking, I have experience with planetary magick, and I have experience with kabbalah
Hello there, my name is Timothy and I’m from Southern California. I’ve been involved in Witchcraft for twenty years - have been through the Traditional route of training and Initiation - however I’ve been drawn to the work of the Black Magician for the past year. I’m still rather new to this form of the LHP current, however there is a fire burning inside me for sure. I’ve always identified with Cain as Witch Father or first Initiate so to speak. I worked heavily with Azazel and am currently working with Belial. Thanks for having me here, I do think BALG is doing fantastic at spreading this Black Flame and bringing together the Infernal Empire.
Highwayman here, I am not particularly picky when it comes to various kind of magic even though I’m struggling to practice consistently because of my living condition not giving me much privacy. Still Magic is a part of me so, here I am. Hope to have a good time here with you all.
Hello, my magick name I have not found yet, my real name I don’t have a fondness for so just call me nomad. Im into all kinds of Magick, more specifically evocation and the LHP, my current struggles are my psychic senses as I have only been practicing for about 6 months. I found the LHP through Wicca, soon I am planning to voluntarily become homeless and travel while being truly free.
Mainly meditation and “praying”, afraid to use more specific terms not to be imprecise, as I say, not much practice but been on it on and off for four or five years. I admit it’s weird and hard to put into words, only told two or three people of this side of me.