Hey y’all, my name’s Sera and I’ll be turning 26 this month.
I’ve started with energy work when I was 16 years old. I have some experience with magic and I tend to get results with almost zero tool usage if I put enough will power into it. I am doing this because I strive for creative perfection and the less tools I need the more room I have for expermentation.
I do tarot and divination alot, there are messges scattered everywhere around us. Look with the eyes of a Raven and see what’s hidden in the mundane
I am pretty good at Evocation. I use a mirror and dim light for that and it works really welll. Next step for me would be structuring without a mirror, in complete darkness. I am very certain that I can do that already
I feel really comfortable at graveyards and I can sense spirits with ease.
I still hold myself back alot.
I have very strong ties to Bael, Selene and Ra. Azazel has been starting to get involved recently too, just like Asmodeus, Lucifer and Lilith.
A few months ago I’ve done my one person version of the 9 Demonic Gatekeeper Ritual in which they planted the dark seed inside of me.
The Hellfire or whatever that Lava Pit is really purges you but damn is it uncomfortable as fuck. But I love transformations so I’ll be hopping in there again from time to time~
I have experienced an exponential surge in power ever since. Avoiding my Shadows has also become an impossibility. Reality is changing around me as we speak and it’s extremely challenging to keep up with this rate of growth.
I’ve been dealing with various personality disorders. Narcissism, Histrionic, Borderline and Depression. I am currenlty moving beyond most of them, especially not using Narcissism as a coping strategy anymore.
The biggest challenge is my DID (commonly and formerly known as multiple personality disorder).
I havn’t found a psychologist who takes this… part/s of me as they are, due to the fact that I have healed myself (with some help) to the point where I am mostly stable in my core persona and because I have found a way to disable most memory blockages.
So I currently feel very frustrated with ““modern”” psychology.
I am an artist at heart, but I still hold myself back with bringing that part of myself into the world.
I have become pretty adept with speaking Demonic over the last 2~3 months, so well that I can design my own Incantations with relative ease. And it’s fucking awesome. (Props to Micah’s post on evoking Meton and Fastos).
I have devised various Incantations which I am not ready to share yet due to ego reasons.
I have recently been connecting ti the hidden current which lies beneath all everything (according to Azazel’s words in EAs book about him). It has been and still is fundamentally changing my perception of reality.
I am not sure where to categorize myself in terms of magic. I use what I find and I apply things creatively.
For example, Teal Swan does so called Frequency Paintings. They impact reality at a fundamental level and they have been a live safer for me many times. I heavily disagree with some core aspects of her teachings though.
It’s like this with many spiritual teachers for me, I take the tools and leave the crap.
My goals for 2023 are:
~Deepening my relationship with King Bael to the point where I can do spontaneous possessions with ease
~Unlocking my willpower to the point where I can handle any Demon, starting with the 9 Demonic Gatekeepers
~Building my empire from dust, soil, fire and ashes
~Healing all of my childhood traumas
~Developijg full accountability and responsibility for myself and all aspects of my life
~Moving from Bavaria to Cologne (both are in Germany) and
~Creating a Coven there, for which the last step is paramount so I can be a strong, reliable and empathic leader
~Finding a great Mentor that helps me with me bringing myself forward in the best ways possible
This year is a major one for me, I can feel it. Moving beyond depression and bringing myself forward to the world is a major challenge. I have become better at showing my true colors and it’s really rewarding and Soulful to shed my layers so I can be seen clearer, both by myself and others.
Wow this was way longer than I anticipated xD
Looking forward to finding great connections here!