Hello everyone, I am not sure where to start. I was a skeptic, the most occult thing I ever invested in was my belief of nature. I grew up on the woods and believed certain animals would carry messages etc. I used to meditate and be a kick ass lucid dreamer, if I may quote Robert Doeback from the movie step brothers “I lost my dinosaur.” I have overcome addiction but depression and anxiety has done a number my whole life. After many doctors I decided what was missing is looking beyond myself and acknowledging the forces I can’t see. I was raised catholic but never bought in. I don’t identify as a satanist, pagan, or anything but the concept of living your life and letting others live there’s as long as they do not harm is more my speed. I have had some experiences that can’t be explained so I began by googling occult…
So I ended finding here and lurking this seems like a wonderful, friendly, knowledgeable community. I did my first ritual which I will make a seperate thread since this is already a novel and I want to follow the etiquette. I look forward to being a part.