Dear fellow members,
Please note: this is a very long story. In the introduction category there is a shortened version of my story. Here it is: Introduction of seekerOfTruth .
I’m a +/- 40 years old male. My spiritual path started when I turned ill with a “chronic” disease at age +/- 20. I used to be a very scientific guy before and really loved physics, chemistry and math classes at school. I thought that I understood life (in a very mechanistic way). Then, when I turned ill, and I first started on heavy medication, and noticed that didn’t cure me, I learned a lot in a short time. I started to see that medical science didn’t have much to offer me (specifically with chronic diseases; they are great though for helping after, say, a car accident). So, first with a restrictive diet, I got into remission within 2 weeks. Told the physician, but he wasn’t interested. Then a few years later I managed to completely cure the disease by doing powerful Chi Kungs and meditations, releasing massive amounts of grief, anger and fear, and detoxing mercury.
That’s when I really understood that chi/energies and emotions have a large influence on health and your well-being. I trained with a very good teacher to learn more about the energies in my body and how to heal yourself. Taoistic techniques. When asked, my teacher explained that, in general, you don’t have to be very afraid of curses and energetic attacks, unless you are in such bad luck that you have clash with a powerful magician. But in most cases your intuition will warn you and you’ll prevent a confrontation from happening.
Big jump to two years ago, when I discovered I had leukemia. I was completely shocked, as we were living an extremely healthy life, doing chi kungs, eating organic food, lots of salads and greens, low amounts of starches/grains, breathing extremely fresh/clean air and we had virtually no stress in our life. I was also continuously releasing old, blocked emotions and releasing stuck toxins. Then, after consulting several healers I learned there had been massive amounts of “foul play”: powerful curses and a lot of energy vampirism from both my own parental family (2 siblings, 2 parents) and my wife’s family (her 2 sisters).
When the healer removed the curses our lifes improved considerably. Before, in the few months before getting diagnosed, I was waking up stressed several times a night, feeling like I was attacked. Also, our daughter would have extreme nightmares, waking up crying very loudly and in panic, up to 6-8 a night, which also disturbed my sleep and healing process a lot. Well, when the healer removed the many curses and installed a shield, all three of us slept like babies once again. It was a complete night-and-day difference. So, that was the moment that I knew that curses are real and can strongly influence your life. The healer explained that my parents and 2 siblings hand sent me a very powerful curse a couple of years ago. That curse caused the leukemia, the healer confirmed. That was when I decided to live in another country, and they felt betrayed, because they used me as their cash cow, and my father and youngest brother also vampirized me energetically I learned later. One of my wife’s sisters had systemically been sending curses out of jalousy and envy for many years. She wanted our companies to fail, my wife and daughter (4 years at the time!) to become sterile (fertility), she wanted us to lose our house, our finances, our luck. She wanted to block my healing, she wanted my wife and I to break up, etc. She also had been vampirizing my chi for many years. We really noticed the two years before getting ill that our natural luck was disappearing and was replaced with bad luck. We live very intuitively and in “the flow” and everything used to go very smoothly, until her curses started to gain power.
Well, when we were certain about the reality of these curses, almost a year ago, we broke contact with her and cut the energy cords between us. That improved things even more (from one day to another my daughter started to say I love you, which before she couldn’t). But then my wife’s other sister started to send powerful curses, wanting me to die, to get cancer, to invest our house of ants and cockrouches and a lot more. Interestingly, when she talked to my wife over the phone she said that it would be better for me to die than for me to upset the “harmony” of my wife’s family. She completely refused to even research anything and just couldn’t believe her sister would do anything bad. Both sisters kept on sending curses for almost a year since we broke contact with them. Eventually we asked for puppet spells to bind them, and those helped a lot.
By all means, both sisters are in no way black magicians (perhaps they were in previous incanrations?). I think they were damaged in early life so much by their father (who had sadistic tendencies) that their blocked emotions and parts of their soul that were cut off, created such a shadow, and such an intensity of emotions, that when they think their evil thoughts, mixed with a very high intensity of anger, their curses became quite powerful. Interestingly, the curses both sisters sent could be linked to their suppressed emotions 1 by 1. Was spooky to see this. We watched a large list of curses that the healer said were active on us, and we could, without exception, say exactly which ones came from sister A and which ones from sister B. It was an exact signature of their pains and suppressed emotions.
In the last 2 years I’ve upgraded my diet even further, released massive amounts of emotions, and have changed a lot. I use my pendulum to see what foods to eat and what excercises to do. But no signs of healing yet. The leukocyte level keeps on rising (almost 200k 2 years ago to 430k now, 5-10k is normal). Then 1.5 months ago I asked the healer to make a pact with Buer. I was surprised how easily I embraced the idea of working with a ‘demon’. It was obvious to me that the demons are in reality gods which the Christian church saw as a threat, so they decided to give them a bad name. The pact was very detailed, and stated that all my blood values would return to normal healthy levels, all quantified. Buer accepted to cure me and would work with me intensively for a month. In return he asked some Vodka, twice a week and for me to say his Enn/mantra. It was very intense, and from day one it was completely obvious that miraculous things were happening. Physical detox was at the exact treshold of what I could handle without causing permanent damage. Vomiting, days without being able to sleep, my arm extremely painful and swelling up to twice its diameter (there seemed to be some blockade in my left armpit). I also noticed he was coaching me and was sending me information and consciousness, and gave me even more details about the evil of my wife’s sisters and my family. One detail being that my sister in law had been injecting toxic energy into me on a daily basis, and that this toxic energy was a combined cause for me to develop leukemia. My family’s curse on its own wouldn’t have caused it, but combined with the toxins the perfect cocktail was there to make me extremely ill.
It’s 1.5 weeks ago since Buer stopped the treatment, and I’m still recovering, feeling very weak. I feel my body is detoxing a lot, my arm has healed for 95% already, and lots of emotions of grief are still surfacing. A week ago I went to the laboratory to do another blood test and it showed no improvement at all. Also my severely enlarged spleen isn’t shrinking yet (also part of the request in the pact). So, I hope his healing will just need some more time to manifest on the physical plane.
I think I can communicate indirectly with Buer with my pendulum, more or less. My pendulum keeps indicating: have faith, just give it some more time, healing is on its way. But, it has been saying that for many, many months, and no progress (at least in my blood) has been made.
So, I was wondering if there is someone who could offer to perhaps communicate with Buer and/or scan my physical body/energy body to see what is my status. Am I really healing or are there still things blocking my healing process, or perhaps external influences that hinder my healing process.
P.S. I fully understand this is not a medical forum, and no guarantees can be made, and I fully acknowledge that my health is 100% my own responsability.