So, first hi, haven’t been on in a while. I’m coming back though. I’m not sure if I should out this here or not, but please move it to the appropriate place if need be . Anyway, so I’ve been having dreams and like when I look inside myself (like when people say “look inside of yourself and tell me what you see”) or even when I’m just zoning out, I get into a black space and I’ve been seeing a pair of kids, one boy and one girl for the longest time I can remember since I was little, they just look sad and lonely and are curled up together while holding hands. I don’t know who they are, sometimes they’re just there and other times they are standing and looking up at me. But they never let go of the other’s hand.
Honestly they look like porcelain dolls, almost emotionless except for the sadness and the occasional twin smiles when I ask them who they are.
I hope I’m making sense .
It’s really interesting to see but I don’t know what to make of it. I’ve tried looking up things like it but the closest I get is shadow beings but they look completely human and I can always see every single feature on them.
Are they a representation of me? I mean, I’m growing fond of them. They seem to have some kind of energy around them that makes me feel safe. I thought they were a pair of spirits because my nephew mentioned seeing them once when he got up to go to the bathroom.
But at the same time, sometimes they seem to have an energy around them that makes me feel upset or angry even though their facial expressions are still blank.
If anyone could give me some insight that would be very appreciated! I might make a virtual journal on here, in case someone else might have something similar. I hope to learn about it and everything so I can help others learn as well