I was reading EA Koettings, “Evoking Eternity” again for the umpteenth time when i read the chapter on Evoking Legions through Orations or Prayer.
Giving the Abralemin Operation as an Example, EA makes the point that it does not matter what entity you pray to, as long as you are filled with the spirit of that God, Angel, Demon, Djinn, etc. You will still get powerful materializations of said being and what ever it is that you ask for/command.
That, got me thinking. A very dangerous thing for a Demon God to do.
I applied that technique of Spontaneous Evocation through Oration and Evoked Vishnu, giving him the command/prayer to surround me with his legions for the space of 3 days to protect me, strengthen my Demonic power, and Empower my Ascent in the Darkness.
Then I did the same with Belial.
I feel them around me.
The Problem is…
I understand how this is used. But i dont understand how this can be applied to LHP Magic.
Specific Question: How do you offer Oration to an Entity without losing power through Debasing yourself?
(Fyi, im NOT talking about giving a sacrifice. Im talking about hardcore evocation and inspired incantation borderlining on Prayer)
If you are being psychically attacked and feel weak, how do you orate and command without debasing yourself by saying, “I am Weak”?
See what I mean?
In addition to that, when i orate to an entity (especially Satan) I sense this bright, mystical, rhp aura around me.
Strange thing is, even when i was a christian and was BALLS DEEP in prayer i could sense this same Aura and i knew results would come. And they Did.
Is that what they call Faith?
(Ik im sounding completely different than how i normally am. Im still a Demon, just Bear with me )
At the same time, my Darkness would get MUCH Darker. Like. Dude. Lol
Any advice would be appreciated.